June 7, 2010
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{Grace Upon Grace}
some things that helped my focus last week.
encouraged my heart.
and just made me plain happy.
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I read this::
“But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us. We are hard pressed on every side, yet not crushed’ we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed. 2Cor. 4:7-9
Life comes at us like an overpowering military tank, ready to flatten us. There is no natural hope, because clay pots can’t handle tanks. Yet, as the dust clears, the flower pots of our lives can remain intact {if we are trusting in the able and faithful one who lives in our hearts}. There is no attacking tank that can overcome the Lord Jesus Christ.”
… especially like that last part – “there is no attacking tank that can overcome the Lord Jesus Christ.”attacking tank?? yeah.. life can sure feel that way at times. through people. through circumstances. grateful no matter, God is bigger still.
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watched this::
… I had seen this video recently and was stung by it’s poignant message. A friend suggested it to me last week, I went to watch not knowing what it was.When it started playing though I’d already seen it, it registered in my heart a new way.
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was messaged this::
“I hate pity and there are reasons for me feeling and saying it soooo strongly.
No. I don’t pity you. I feel great empathy…and understanding…and really think, no—believe! an important part of moving away from yucky feelings is to be honest about them. I don’t know how it all works yet…ha! still in the middle of so much…but He can’t help me with what I refuse to admit is there.
And usually my refusal is based on how scared and helpless I feel…so I do that little denial bandaid thingy.
Pity puts people on different levels. Someone way up there…and the other, way down here. Pity seems to come from those who communicate that I’m a little project. Yuck. And… no thanks!
Pity is not from a walk beside you friend.”
… so grateful for the “walk beside you” kind of friends that though rare, are not extinct.
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thought this one of the best comments ever::
“What a comfort that God’s love isn’t swayed or moved by how frequently we’re in the Word, or how surrendered we are, or whether our responses are OK. He sees us in Christ….a HUMAN heart beats for us in Heaven.”
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but was also thinking this::
… that all the comments on my last post were some of the best ever! I was blessed by each of you who take the time to share . thank you.
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loved this::
In every station new trials and troubles
Call for more grace than I can afford
And where can I go but to my dear Savior
For mercy that pours from boundless stores
Grace upon grace every sin repaired
Every void restored you will find Him there
In every turning He will prepare you
With grace upon grace
He made a way for the fallen to rise
Perfect in glory and sacrifice
In sweet communion my need He supplies
He saves and keeps and guards my life
To Thee I run now with great expectation
To honor You with trust like a child
My hopes and desires seek a new destination
And all that You ask Your grace will provide
With grace upon grace
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some projects finally completed::
… one of my favorite places to be in the summer. outside! picking and digging around in the flowers.
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some junk made useful::
… there was a big hole in the wall and I was stumped as to how to cover it. found a pile of old shutters in the barn and Ben and I dug some out. I used one on the patio too. It’s my new favorite thing and I’m kinda on a shutter obsession at the moment.
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got to see this face::
… which was a surprise. didn’t look like he was going to get to come home. worked like a dog Thursday, from 5 in the morning till 10 at night to cut the day in half Friday and make it home!
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and of course.. faces that make/ and kept me happy last week::
did I mention this face::
and did I mention he’s an exceptionally hard worker!
cute too.
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don’t know what you’re up against right now as you start off this new week…
but I hope some of these things that helped me will help you.
no matter what the circumstance there is a God that’s big enough.
and because of that – there is always something good to be found.always.
“misery is easy…it’s happiness that’s hard work…”







Comments (20)
Loved this, though bitter sweet and too true….
“misery is easy…it’s happiness that’s hard work…”
Loved the pictures of your projects. Your little patio looks so nice and cozy.
Went to a Tenth Avenue North concert yesterday afternoon and lead singer Mike said something that resounded with me…Not the amount of faith we have, but who we have our Faith in – so simple but so profound.
p.s. I was going to add too.. that I woke up to a HUGE answer to prayer this morning! so neat cause I had laid awake awhile last night worrying/ praying about it and seriously – - got out of bed, came downstairs and there it was!!! so grateful for the little {but not so much} ways God reassures us He’s taking care of us.
LOVE the pic of the kids hanging onto your husband…way cute!!! Oh and I really like your patio too.
Praying for you and your little one! ~Lauren
I had written what I had hoped would be an encouraging comment to your previous post….it got lost in those awful days of Xanga disasters. In this post I still see that heart turning ever more to Jesus. I am encouraged myself that in the midst of change and uncertainty you are finding the life that He has planned for you. How long before your little one shows him/her self?
Thankful you’re able to see the silver lining shining from behind the clouds of uncertainty! It’s a tough thing to do and yet when we look close enough, we can be cerain they ARE there….because HE is!!!
I love the first song you have here on your playlist! I think I might have to look him up.
Love the pictures! hope this week is easier for you!
<3
My computer isn’t working so i’ve missed your last two posts…
I’m sorry for this crazy storm in your life… never easy to work through I know. But i have discovered that that kind of life IS my normal and it really does make my longing for “perfect” greater which will only happen in our next life.
Love who you are and the way you are focusing on looking for the good in it all. HIS strength is perfected in your weakness. And I know that all the changes you face will be possible. I really do wish you HIS grace upon grace upon grace. Take care of yourself Amber.
Lovin’ the porch pictures again.
I love these pictures! So great.
everything about this post….I just loved. A lot.
a big hug your way as you go into another week. another week that I’m assuming will be without your husband…the whole grace thing..the whole getting thru with the grace needed for the very experience we’re in the middle of…I find it so very comforting and at the same time overwhelming that our Great God gives us the grace we need, when we need it. Not before, not after, but right when we need it….I pray that for you as you continue to adjust and process this new piece of your journey…
♥ ya~
R
*overpowering military tank, ready to flatten us*~ I think I can relate. lol But even greater~ is His power to protect~ and bring forth beauty from the rubble.
Hold tight Amber~
I loved and am thankful for every part of this post – the plain, true words, and the beautiful, poignant photos! God is good to give us this medium in which to share.
@quest4god@revelife -
due sept.18th~
God is always…
Right. on. time.
Faithful.
True.
Trustworthy.
D ♥
encouraging.
your words here about clay pots and tanks.
pointing me to Jesus…
in this week of mine, beginning with Not Fair Kind of Stuff.
that makes me feel like I don’t even want to talk to Him
because I’ll just feel let down and betrayed
again.
not that He is a genie-in-a-bottle-god
granting wishes as I request them
but
whynot? ;/
been thinking about, “where have I stood, but the shores along your ocean…”
and knowing
in my wrestling match with Fair Shmair
that grace droplets
or grace buckets
experienced
are from a moving,
active
untameable
enjoyable
source
far wetter
and bigger
than I can see
know
and comprehend.
so big, that He thinks of tiny.
our tiny broken pieces of the normal that we signed up for…
so happy for Shayne’s homecoming treat
and your beautiful flowers…growing on your patio…and the clay pot of your heart…
love.hugs.
and get soaked today.
Your patio looks great! Thanks for the great reminders that nothing is too strong or too difficult that it is out of God’s control. (Great pictures, too!)
I’ve never seen that video – but it is very truthful and honest!
Your patio is so pretty and mine is so *NOT*!!!!! My decorating flair leaves me, as soon as I step outside!
So, I’ve decided that I should blog again… Thanks to you! ;] I always think things out better, when writing about them. AND if I put them out there for anyone to read, they are more real than just keeping them in my head. Almost like an accountability to be the person in real life that I am when writing.
This post really encouraged me!!!! The video was awesome! It’s something that I’ve been thinking about a lot lately. My life is taking quite a few dramatic turns and I don’t exactly know how.when.what is going to come of them. Most the time I’m SUPER excited! But at the same time it can be a little disheartening, only getting part of the picture. ;] I have a few ideas roaming around in my head. Little dreams, I’ve never voiced. I have to make some decisions soon about school and what I’m doing. =] But I’m not totally sure what yet…
At the same time, that tank you talked about… It’s running over me! ;] It seems like I get over one health hurdle and a few months later, there’s another GIANT one that’s waiting for me! =P I’m exhausted ALL the time and I’m SO tired of being tired! ;] I’m up and about for half the day and ready to fall over and sleep where ever I land. But I have things to do and can’t just take a nap whenever. *sigh* I have some big decisions to make soonish and they kind of scare me a bit… Trying to trust that God is in control and that he DOES know what is going on. I know it in my head, I really know it, but I’m finding it hard some days to remember it in my heart. It would be SO easy if he just healed my heart, but he may have a better plan… Working on holding out for (and being happy with) that better plan, instead of the easy one. ;]
p.s. Your comment on fb totally made my day yesterday! I’m trying to get through finals and can’t seem to find the strength or energy to focus. My body is very ready for summer break! =P Which comes Friday! =] =] =] =] yay!
@missions_on_mind -
yes. i think blogging and sharing it publicly is good therapy.. in many ways. it often helps me process things through that i’m struggling with~ some of the nitty gritty i keep for my own journals, but there’s also a wealth of knowledge from others to learn and grow from in forums like these. the body of Christ never ceases to amaze me – in good and bad ways at times. :/
i know you’re facing so much right now~ i’m grateful for your spirit and spunk and desire to glorify Christ with your life. may you continue to just feel Him right there leading and guiding and upholding you every step of the way – grace upon grace!
i love you girl and am proud of you!!
ps. think of you extra often these days… whenever i see a certain white bed.
I was awake very early this morning thinking about the full day ahead and decided to just get up and catch up a bit on xanga. I have gotten no further than your blogs and what a blessing again! Thank you for sharing. The video was so good too. I have been too busy “volunteering” to even get on Xanga. I can relate to the “burn-out” feeling sometimes and am tempted to think “This isn’t what “retirement years” are for - working so much when all my “working” years I was a stay at home mom ordering my day! It is hard to sit idle when one sees so much need. (whoever made up the word “retirement” anyway??) Bless you for blessing others! I love your blogging and pictures.
Yay! I’m SOOOO glad you guys could use the bed!!! I was supposed to put it upon craigslist forever ago and kept forgetting.
I am always awed by the ways God chooses to work. Love you lady!